The Day, waited for, has come.

O’ level results will be out in the next hr or so. The feeling of being scare and excited at the same time is once again here? Remembering how God has gave me victory in my N’ level, I know that God is a faithful God. He can bring you thru the valley and lift you higher up as long as you trust in him. Frankly speaking, I’ve not been doing well in my walk with God. Often, I wonder will God still bless me in my disobedience. However, I’m always wavered in thoughts and conclusion. Now, I’d settle my heart like the other time. I’ll not expect or have an expection. I’ll instead thank God in every circumstances. I know and I know that God holds my future and all is in control. I do not have to entertain that fear. I’ll have peace while others are worried, afraid and dishearten.

God, this prayer I made,
I thank you in advance (:

Level Up

hey peeps, im back from camp

Frankly speaking, it was JUST-an-other- camp. I only did the last min preparation the night before like packing my bag and doing my last devotion.

Yes, I expected something more and also received something more. Not anymore bout’ the F.E.E.L-ing. Instead it’s the heart condition. There and Then,

It also feels weird having to report to my work place the next day after camp. mannn, it was tiring, the work is really tedious and some of the ppl are really unfriendly, hms.

However, i really enjoyed the times i had with my friend there. Ying Hui spiced up my life and seriously, we rock the place! HAHAHA!

im lazy to blog. bye.

(manymany cards to chiong!)

She’s feeling lost.

Guess what? I watched 25 ep. of drama series in a go the whole of ytd and turning in at only bout 4am? I should be really free uh! but, problems always have their way finding their ways.

Having time is a luxury. using the time to read blog posts really helps me alot in updating myself of other lives. Things have also set my mind thinking alot lately.

things i do makes me feel worthless. things i don’t makes me feel taken for granted.

arh, i shall also make the trip tomorrow to JB with the grads not just for celebration. but, as well as a retreat with God. it has been a long time..

Javin is back, cause’ O’s is o.v.e.r!

Thanks Cher & Lixuan, it really pecks me up!

Still remembering that mixed feelings i had before entering the study mood, during the exam and after. I could still feel the fear that drives me forward. many people would for rewards. but, the thought of loosing many things in life makes me work even harder. yeah, im afraid. However, also at this time, God has shown himself to me that he’s there with me. i din felt nor .. it’s just in the head thing. you know that? arh.. anyway,

after every single paper when i put my pen down, i thank God. really, if it wasn’t for him, i wouldn’t felt so peaceful as before. also, i’ve gain confident as well! for whatever i studied came out in the exam papers

now, many may say: “enjoy uh! now hols ..” etc.

i’ll say YEAHHHH! but deep now, im feeling so so so tired and drained out. it’s just like, hanging there. which is.. not here not there.. hms.

haha! this is supposed to be a happy post! so yeahhh it’s not too bad after all! thinking back, i had fun studying with many fun people and enjoy their company as well it is also the first time that i had mugged so hard through my whole entire life. started mugging even before exams, mugging every day; automatic one okay! lol!

wanna thank a person for always putting me 2nd in her life. thank you love the time we spent tgt ytd!

Hi, WordPress!

After blogging faithfully using blogger for 2 yrs and more, I suddenly felt like a kuku after switching over to wordpress. Looking forward that wordpress doesn’t die on me like what blogger did to me -youknowwhoyouare always concluded, brainwashing me to move to wordpress. yes I’m kinda done with all the settings and stuff leaving with links that i don’t know when and how am i gonna deal with it.

has been really busy lately. and oh, i had my maths p2 this morning. thank God for allowing me to have a good rest even thou for a very short period of time. questions that I prayed hard won’t be tested as i don’t know how to do did not come out! how cool is cool mann! however, there’re a lot of blanks I left. oh wells, ..

before i log off, i wanna type this memorable thing down.

I TOOK THE SINGAPORE FLYER LAST NIGHT! more to be updated

hi faithful reader!
if you’re still reading this not so updated blog.

im planning to move over to live journal alr.
so really gotta wait. it’s the matter of time yeah.

the up coming few weeks will be my prelims alr.
i dont know how i can catch up with all my work but still i will do my best!

yes ah! hols are on its way alr.

by the way..
THERE’S 2 VERY VERY IRRITATING PPL IN MY DAD’S OFFICE FIGHTING OVER A STUPID HIGHLIGHTER*

it’s the like 8 of sept alr! yeah wondered how many wks ago ever since i blogged. yeap I’m in the midst of my hols; yet not. I’ve been busy with ppl and studies; sleep and eat, and i bathe regularly of course!

i enjoyed myself every much these weeks thou I’m very stressed out bout’ prelims & O’s, O’s and prelims ._.

there’s just too may to be blogged bout’.

i’ll just update on today’s.

i went to the polyclinic to check out my ass.
got a referral to SGH; praying hard i wont need a op.

studied with my friend and my bro came along.
we made a din outta’ it

it’s gonna be 2am now. seeing that my body clock’ is very screwed up.
i’ve quitted being always online.
Javin will ace her _________!

Happy a wk birthday in advance xiao di!
celebrated his birthday and got him a goft set

there’s like the “BUFFET” and the steamboat!
there’s tibits and the cakes, the drinks and the manymany..
conclusion: FATTENING ._.

family & relatives anddd many others came as well,
i wanttt the s’pore flyers FREE tickets!

did coursework till 3am? -dying-

Caught THE PROPOSAL last night @ dte!
THUMBS UP!! omg, it’s damn funny!

enjoyed dinner with you know who you’re!

i went home half way thru the sch hrs.
Daddy came to fetch me to the clinic, brought food and we headed home.
aft which i fell asleep and woke up with a bad headache.

satisfied someoneeee!

O’s chinese results are out!
B4 and merit for oral.
Thank God thou im not satisfied.
Thanks mum & dad for the encouragement & that little bit of luck.

shepherding and back home.
my class is a lame class.
my babe is a babe.

Javinnnn is Tireddddddddd!